But, of course we all know that social media only allows for a glimpse of real life. It is almost impossible to share your life it it's entirety the good, the bad & the ugly. There literally has never been one time during a tantrum or throw-down, by either of my boys, that I have paused & thought that I should document the moment. Typically I would be A.
The moments that I do long to capture are when they are being sweet or having a lot of fun or enjoying a new experience. Those moments are not always the norm. They are fleeting & precious & I want to cherish them & have them be in our memories. The other moments are not so sweet & happen fairly regularly so remembering them is not the problem. The problem for me is that sometimes they cloud my memory causing me to have amnesia abut the great times. Maybe it's just me, but do you ever have an awesome day with your kids & then the last few hours are less than awesome & then said less-than-awesome tries to take off with your earlier awesomeness & you are left feeling like the entire day was a total fail & you are full to the brim (or is it rim) with & coulda, woulda, shouldas? The tears & the tones of the end of the day try to tarnish the triumphs of earlier?
Hence why I think that often, we as moms, do take & share the tender & cute pics of our kids. Not because we are trying to outdo someone else, not because we are superficial & only want to put our best faces out in cyberspace, but because we want to freeze that moment in time. To treasure the look & surroundings of the moment so that we remember it isn't always hard or loud or whiny or messy. Sometimes it is actually really great & enjoyable & we see the character of our kiddos & see that their hearts are growing & learning & we want to hold on to that. We know the discouragement will creep in either prancing or pouncing on us eager to take away the glimpses of goodness we see in our kiddos. We know that it is a tug-of-war to remember the good midst the not-so-good at the days end. It can be a struggle to hold on to the awesome moments of our days, but those moments are ours for keeps. We get to choose whether we give them up or hold them tight. It is a good reminder for me the next time I wonder why someone always post's picture "perfect" shots of their family. I get it. They are holding on to the what is rightfully theirs & I am going to try to be thankful they are choosing to share a bit of their awesomeness with the rest of us.